Um, you sound like you are a sociopath! I have no issues with my body or my sexuality. I have two male life partners and a very self-expressed and sexually juicy life, which I write about freely here on Medium. I am hardly repressed or uncomfortable with my sexual self. No-one has ever considered me selfish in my entire life. I’m one of the most generous people you will ever meet, but not to the likes of you. I’m not suprised that you have issues with women.