I think Rose is either really busy or otherwise distracted. I resubmitted some old erotica to be published through her 8–9 days ago and some really hot new stories about 6 days ago. I’m really chomping at the bit about the new ones, particularly one that James is publishing under my avatar as a guest writer, called Giantess. I can’t wait to see what people think of it since it’s pretty unique — at least for what I’ve seen on Medium. Apparently, having a fetish about women who are giants or who grow larger is not uncommon. It’s not one of his — he just wrote about it, although I am 6 feet tall….. lol!

My desire to open things up was very much about going from lifelong good girl to more also, although in my case, I was also being called to go find Nat (I just didn’t know it at the time) and along the road we had some other fun experiences with couples and a woman. I just wanted to be more sexually self expressed, which invariably good girls don’t engage in, to everyone’s detriment. It’s one of the most destructive aspects of patriarchal society — and thanks for saying that to Nick, btw. I’m sure it meant more coming from another man, although by my estimation he is so operating from a wounded (by a woman) place that he’s armored up and unlikely to actually shift. Still, I appreciated being having support from a male voice around that.

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